Make a class without having prepared anything and realize that when you've already begun to develop, you can forget everything and that 80% of what you're saying is wrong. Doubt whether you really are doing the right thing and, incidentally, find a window high enough to jump into the void. Drink lots and lots of water and feel like eating all day, even if your lunch has been strong (keep drinking water like crazy while typing this.) Wanting to disappear for a second and hate a particular person because his insanity beyond the degree of endurance. Yell at God for being so bad vibes tired of seeing you and send you a full micro in which you can not sit or sleep, but then you fall back to good when someone gets out and is available a seat and then sleep happy.
Watch the beautiful sunset at sea and the colors that are in heaven. Close your eyes, drink more water, eating toast. Have wanted to scream, hit something, hug (and see that you're away) and do not know what the hell to do to control this disorder in the head. I do not have chocolate because I ate it yesterday, suddenly. Be completely distraught over not knowing if I am able to do well, what the hell am I doing here I do not know.
Collapse. I want to be an artist, writer, painter, actor, musician, sculptor, photographer, filmmaker ... whatever.
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